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hello everyone, are you still out there?
i hope everyone is doing well. i'm a myspace fiend, so to keep intouch with you better... i'm on there. my site is www.myspace.com/razorbladekitten... add me if you have a myspace.
things have been going well i guess. i got in a little trouble in work because i cant "suck it and smile". i'm the type of girl that if you piss me off, i'm going to let you know, your family know, and everyone that comes in contact with me know. my bitchiness and objection to authority is going to become a problem later down the line.
i got a raise and was promoted to a trainer... but i might have my trainers certificate revoked because of my incident. however, i might be getting a job at cingular wireless in mcdonough... HELLO COMMISSION!!!! speaking of which, i need to have that resume mailed today.
fuck, one more thing i have to do.
i've been having apocolyptic visions. does anyone else feel like the world is going to end? i've just been really paranoid lately, also severely spiritually confused. after years of being agnostic and having all my hope dwindled down to the size of a toothpick, i've been reading up on wicca again... its the only thing thats really made any sense at all to me. you celebrate the world you live in and natural occurences rather than base your hope in something you cant see. i think its extremely rational. comment if you have an opinion. i'd appreciate it.
also a friend and i, in addition to our apocolyptic paranoid visions, we've been seeing the number 111 or 1111 when we glance at things, sometimes 3 or 4 times a day.... does anyone have any clue what it could mean? could it be a sign of something? i need some insight. i think i might go to a psychic, a. because i've never been and b. i need some insight into what the fuck is happening to me and my friend.
i got a pet iguana. his name is iggy pop, and he happens to be the coolest little lizard around. i cant wait till he grows up. if anyone has ever owned one and has any advice on it, leave me a comment.
andrew and i are aproaching 1 year and 3 months... we're very happy and still planning on moving. he finds out if he gets into florida state this week.
i hope he does. he deserves it.
i read some allen ginsberg today. i like him.
um.
thats all.
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[02 Jan 2006|04:01pm] |
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to everyone i saw yesterday : it was so awesome to see you all.
to those i didn't see yesterday : i hope i see you soon!
andy and i have hit the one year mark. i'm very happy with my life right now. i finally got to see miss bell, i have new stompy boots, i'm losing weight, my hair is gotten pretty long, i have a job, i all my best friends back, i've almost restocked my wardrobe from the time all my luggage got stolen, i got my white double breasted wool coat with the black buttons that i wanted for my anniversary present... i must say im pretty content with my life so far. next on the agenda is to start saving money for my move to either tallahassee or atlanta this summer. and yes, its probably going to really happen this time... i cant wait to leave this place.
i just thought i would give you guys an update to let you know how i am doing in the grand scheme of things.
<3333
xo
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[09 Dec 2005|07:48pm] |
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i'm waiting. again. hopefully for the last time this month. andrews on his way home... yep its 730 and its my only night off this weekend... he wont be here until probably 815. i've just been so stressed this week because i've had finals and because i feel like he's ignored me all week. he's been busy with finals, and i know he cant help that but... i'm SO needy for attention right now i'm about to blow a fucking gasket. i also haven't seen him since last saturday morning....
i think i look pretty cute tonight. i'm excited. i'm about to starve to death, i need to be fed. i think andrew and i are hitting joeys 22nd birthday bash tonight.... what else should be said?
i took jamie to the groomer today and she got all that fur shaved off and now she's looking so awesome. i tell you... she's looking great... she probably feels good to have all that matted burred up hair gone. i'm happy for her. she seems to be moving around and bouncing like her old self since we got home. i'm going to get her a dog bed soon. i'm sure she'd like that.
i'm going to get attila some doggie bling bling for xmas. she's going to be looking like a p-i-m-p..
so i've been hanging around with gerrardo a lot this week. we've played a shit load of halo and i watched house of wax (or atleast until paris hilton gets stabbed through the head with a stick-- hey i found it amusing.) i also watched the devils rejects (or atleast until he murders those guys in the field with blood gushing everywhere because a wave of nausia hit me. its a good thing too, because gerrardo told me that they kill a cow... and cows are my favourite animals... i would have cried my little eyes out.) that has to be the most disturbing movie ever... its sad that there are really people like that in the world preying on innocent people (& cows).
so i think that was a hearty update. i will make you stop reading now. i dont even think any of you read this anyway....
atleast give me a comment to know you're still there.
k,thnx
xo
lala
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[19 Nov 2005|09:17pm] |
took miss bells advice tonight and saw saw II... well... it was gory and weird... it was better than the first one. it was alright. then on the way home we see a dead person. i shit you not. someone had been hit by a car and was laying in the road... no police cars out there yet but they had the guy covered up (head and all). i'm guessing he was dead... i feel somewhat traumatized by the evenings events.
in lighter news... i went on a quest for shoes today. no shoes to be found. there were cute black pinstripe ballet slippers at junkmans daughters brother.... they were too expensive for my broke ass... back to square one i suppose... i did get a cute purple doors shirt and a black zip up hoodie a scarf and some mittens.
hm... i suppose i'll go back to twitching and trying to find something to do... i desperately need to find a means of getting way fucked up in this godforsaken town.
that is all for the evening.
xo
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[18 Nov 2005|10:10am] |
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hello everyone. its 10:10 am. and i'm headed to griffin to my 3rd day of training. i absolutely loathe training for waitressing... if you've been a server before you should just be able to surpass training and just have a menu test before you go on the floor.... blah... well the only days i've been off this week were saturday and teusday... i've worked all week... so today i get to begin a nice rewarding vacation to athens, georgia... thats right folks, i have the whole weekend off.
who loves orange soda?
things on the itinerary (Sp?) are going to be going to see a micheal jackson cover band and a micheal jackson impersonator and find some cute shoes. there were some really cute shoes at walmart. they white slipon mockasins with a band of rhinestones... they were pimp shit. they'd look cute with my spy pants but they were all gone when i went... online doesn't even have any... the goal for this weekend is "anything cheap" maybe i'll hit rainbow, my ghetto fabu store i frequent when i have money.
i'm still recovering from having all my things stolen, i lost all my good corsets and what little club wear i did have. i hate people who steal things. its such a shitty thing to do.
i need to get on the road soon, so i must go.
i hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
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[16 Nov 2005|11:12am] |
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well.. i'm sitting in the computer lab. exhausted from doing badly in my spanish 1101 class. i'm just going to brush up on my german and take the exemption exam to get around having to take a foreign language. they dont offer a german class at gordon. gay right? i've been trying to register for classes all morning. nothing is going right except my am.lit. ii class... black and white photography is full... i guess i'll just wait until drop add...
i have to work at chilis tonight. fun fun. i need the money though.
i've felt a little sickly for the past couple of days. anyone else feeling sickly too?
i got to talk to miss bell last night. i was so happy to be able to do that. its been so long... i love her muchly and we will mos def get together soon.
the front cover of my english book ripped off today. i knew it'd happen sooner or later... thats why you should make hardbacks that contain 3000 pages... not paper backs.
yuck.
i'm supposed to be finishing my worksheet on the rape of the lock but i cant seem to make myself do it. conveluded 18th century poets. they should all downsize their poetry or have their hands cut off so they cant write anymore.
it makes my brain bleed.
i think thats all for now.
god i'm so boring.
xo
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well i know its been forever. i haven't faded into non-existance... i'm still around.
i've been so busy lately. i am working and going to school, and if i'm not at school i'm at work and if i'm not at work i'm at school... i've done it all summer long and believe me im exhausted.
last night i had my first night at my second job. so i work at chilis in thomaston and buffalos in griffin. i might just ditch chilis if buffalos is better money... but i dont make tips in training so i'm still really poor heading into the holiday season. it sucks.
andrew and i are still together. we've been going strong for about 10 months now. on December 31 is our one year anniversary. i'm happy about that. that boi makes me melt. :)
at 12:30 today i have a ceramics class where i've failed miserabley at mastering the art of throwing pots on the wheel.... i'm alright at it, but "alright" isn't good enough for a final project. so when all else fails make a naked woman right? i'm good at naked women. i also made this really creepy piece called a jack-a-dillo (looks kind of like a jackolantern and an armadillo), and i made a coffin slab project, and my first project was a seashell pinch pot... but i think i'm doing fairly well since i've never sculpted in a class before. i'm enjoying the art class...
next semester i'm going part time so hopefully you guys will see a lot more of me. i think i'm taking black and white photography and american literature ii... i am also an english major now... i hate political science with a passion. its too complicated... makes me feel like there is nothing that we could do to save this country.
i miss you all so much. it was good to see some of you at 80s night... i'm this update is dedicated to snow. see, i told you i'd update. i'm pretty much good for my word most of the time.
so thats all for now. i <3 you guys.
xo
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[12 Apr 2005|06:37pm] |
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i have reoccuring dreams of paris hilton... what does it all mean?
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JAZMINE ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jazibel GOT ME A TICKET TO SEE PETER MURPHY FOR MY BIRTHDAY! I'M UBERLY THRILLED!! THRILLED THRILLED THRILLED!
HU-FUCKING-ZZAH!
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[11 Apr 2005|02:21pm] |
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just bought this....
i hate buying this stuff from independent sellers... which is why i dont own many rarities.
but oh well... i'll give it a shot.
on another note i just figured out that my virgin prunes cd "over the rainbow" is a two disc set... you can imagine how thrilled i was. yes. i was thirlled. glad the case was still intact. its been sitting in my floorboard for months... i feel like a moron about that though.
also my birthday is coming up may 15th, who's excited? i am!
bad education should be here on thursday or friday. it was my valentines day present to andrew but the release date was april 13th. he wanted the movie really badly.... i'm happy i can make him happy like that...
he's a film student, it made his day, i promise.
i saw hedwig and the angry inch... it made me hot....
thats about it for now...
pretty day... wish i could go outside... the pollen is waiting for me out there... its wating to claim my soul... *shudders*
*flits off* whee!
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[11 Apr 2005|11:47am] |
a while back there was a game boy advance commercial with this song playing in the back ground, i think it was blondie, but i'm not entirely sure... can you guys help me?
its the commercial where that kid is walking down the street and the games are swirling around him...
i really like the song and i cant find the name of it anywhere.
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[28 Mar 2005|02:38am] |
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well... thats it... i've officially decided my life sucks... there are only a few things that keep me going.
andrew for one. and my best friends. they're always there for me when i need them. i cant believe i've finally found a guy that gives me enough room to be myself and give me space. i've finally gotten a healthy relationship and a healthy friendship with all my friends. i'm thankful for that.
meanwhile back on the ranch in the past week my grandmother has died, my car has been towed, and this weekend my whole wardrobe was stolen out of the back of my car. perfect. now i only have one outfit to wear. fucking a.
since i was so depressed andrew drove to atlanta and met me at the majestic diner and he ate lunch and i drank some hot tea and a glass of water, then we headed up to decatur to visit samantha and jinny, both were not home, so we went to caribou coffee... where the coffee tastse like... well... a caribou... and then we went to ansley park in the rain... we went to little 5 points and it was pouring so i dipped into a store and bought an umbrella. its plaid with hello kitty on it walking her little dog. didn't plan on it being an umbrella like that, but i'm glad i had the money and i am glad it was atleast a little bit stylish.
i was with my paw paw this weekend, we went and ate ihop two mornings in a row and just hung out and watched the news. i went out and bought easter lillys and a bouquet of flowers and put them on my grandmothers grave for easter. next weekend i'll be up there again watching my little cousin shannon and on wednesday i'm going to athens to spend some time with andrew.
i've got so much to do this week and little drive to do it.
thank you to my friends (including my boyfriend), they've kept me sane in my time of need... otherwise i probably wouldn't exist right now.
if anyone would like to donate any piece of wardrobe they're not wearing to me and my needy wardrobe fund, please contact me. i have no clothes. blah.
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dad is out getting groceries and buying granny smith apples and sour apple vodka, we've already got the vermouth, so tonight i'm making sour appletinis...
this week has gotten better, my mom and sister are in mabelton taking care of my paw paw this evening. its not like he cant take care of him self, but they're basically keeping him company. i'll be at 80s night at the masquerade on thursday with jenna ann, from there on friday i'm going up to my paw paws and spending time with him, i might get together with a friend for coffee sometime this weekend.
my car got towed at gordon. it sucked but i got it back and everything is taken care of. i just have to leave really early in the mornings to make it to class on time, because i promised captain house i'd never park where i was parking again. they told me that the school shouldn't be issuing tickets for parking by the clubhouse because its a city ordinance... so if you get a ticket from gordon college for parking there you dont have to pay it... i think... atleast thats what the captain of the police department said.
oh and if you put tickets under your windshield to ward off the police, dont... thats why my car got towed... FUCK WHOEVER TOLD ME THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA.
yeah, i was a dumbass and got my car towed but everything is better now.
camilo called me today from colombia... aw... i miss my cami... camilo, i know you're reading this, so i wanted to tell you i just used your shampoo and bodywash i stole from you when you came to ATL... that shampoo sucks... its for people with straight hair... my hair isn't straight so it makes my hair freak out, i already told you that though...
well i'm going to go straighten my hair. i have to look over some western civ before tomorrows test. anyone know 3 causes of wwi? if you do let me know, especially you mike.
fucking off
miss kitty
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thank you for all of your support in the last comments.
andrew is going to the funeral and the viewing with me. he's really here for me and that makes me so happy.
today is the viewing... andrew will be over shortly to pick me up. i'm so afraid.
so i'm going back to atlanta today... i was there yesterday... and i will be there tomorrow.
i love you guys.
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[17 Mar 2005|05:19pm] |
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my grandmother passed away this morning from a heart attack... it was so sudden. i didn't expect it at all.
she is my best friend.
i love her so much.
i just got back from my grandparents house... i was with my grandfather and mother and father helping with funeral arrangements.
i'm so worried about paw paw... he's hurting so badly...
my life has just in a moments passing completely and utterly changed.
things will never be the same again.
i can only hope valium will help me through the next couple of days.
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